Woman's cry

With me you did not have to keep up high standards and status, i was just an ordinary girl who was rich at heart. i did not have any gold and diamond. i was giving my all  to you, i was a woman who loved you. I waited and waited for things come around, I was just unfortunate that i was not in your bigger picture no matter how hard i tried to show you, you seemed to be pulling away. Whenever i touched the subject about us you kept the doors slamming on my face. I was willing to make it, to fix whatever was broken, to find the missing piece of puzzle. I needed you to  listen,  to pay attention to my needs to hear me out.I was unfortunate that while i stood there in front of you, you saw her...when i smiled at you, you saw a reflection of her face, when i spoke to you, you heard her voice..Sometimes i wondered if it was ever  love or a healing from hatred from your past that perhaps was deep and full of pain. With me it should have been, could have been...