Learning to let go

Sometimes I wonder if there is ever a thing that I will hold on to dearly... My life has always been about letting go...
letting go of pain
Letting go of joy
Letting go of hate
Letting go of love
Letting go of resentment
Letting go of people I care about

I wonder if there will ever be something left for me
I wonder if I should keep giving though I don't receive
I wonder if this will ever stop I want it to stop
How do I hang on
How would I hold on
Hold on to what
Heartbreak?
Bleeding heart every second
Who can do that all their life?
Is it only for me
Why
Why me?
If not me then who?

Letting you go as well will come to my rescue
Will give me hope for tomorrow
Because if I hold on to tight to you
I might loose everything I have
I need to do this for me

Though I do not know how much I should let go in future
But I am certain about right now
I am letting go
I am letting go for me
To see the sun shining again